I want to ride the tallest roller coaster with you and piss my pants
I am going to drink all your fucking diet coke
and I am going to cry all your tears.
Fuck off, I have feelings and they are louder
when I swallow up all my fears.
Like, can’t you figure it out?
Like, I can’t deal with this bullshit.
I’m snorting lines in the bathroom off an antique hand mirror
and sipping on an apple-rrr-ita that i found on top of the toilet.
I don’t need you to listen to me cry to know it’s fucking real.
I am alive and I wish I weren’t but i’m not going to do anything about it.
I have fallen in and out of love with all of my best friends boyfriends.
I don’t have any excuses because I never needed one.
I am crying out all of your fears.
We are not the only ones.